Sometimes you diserve it

...even when you don't

A Victim of Circumstance
Interests: (51)
80's pop, aeropostal, aerosmith, alanis morissette, anita blake novels, bowling badly, boys ii men, coldplay, daria, dean koontz books, dido, finding nemo, fiona apple, garbage, grease, greenday, gwen steffani, incubus, ink link, korn, letters to cleo, liz phair, loyalty, marilyn monroe, maroon 5, matchbox 20, meow kitty, michelle branch, movies, n.e.r.d, nirvana, no doubt, nora jones, pearl jam, preternatural, r.e.m., seether, smashing pumpkins, spongebob square pants, stabbing westward, stone temple pilots, sugarcult, the beatles, the paranormal, the virgin suicides, tori amos, vampires, vanessa carlton, white magick, wicca, yahoo pool
I'm indecisive, I'm brutally honest, I can be a real bitch, i'm vague and confusing even to myself. In my own opinion i'm boring, not like everybody else but not exactly an individual (but then again who is). Your typical type two persoanlty, i manage to be opinonated but introverted at the same time. I give great advice but never seem to take it myself. I hate the taste of my own medicine. I'm a rotten speller and spell checker has saved my life. A strong beleiver in fate and the 3 fold law. i'm openminded, but still manage to be extreamly stuborne all at the same time. I have great taste but extreamly bad timing. i'll voice my opinion even if i know you don't want to hear it, i can be a little pushie and really bossie if i want to be. My taste in music is varied and different Yeah. i guess thats me in a nutshell.

When the pawn hits the conflicts he thinks like a king
What he knows throws the blows when he goes to the fight
And he'll win the whole thing 'fore he enters the ring
There's no body to batter when your mind is your might
So when you go solo, you hold your own hand
And remember that depth is the greatest of heights
And if you know where you stand, then you know where to land
And if you fall it won't matter, cuz you'll know that you're right
Fiona Apple

After awhile you learn
the subtle difference between
halding a hand and chaining a soul
we learn that company donsn't mean security
and you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts,
presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats,
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of an adult and not the grief of a child
and you learn to build all roads steady
because tomorrows ground is to uncertian for plans
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight

After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own aoul
Instead of waiting for somone to bring you flowers
and you learn that you really can endure...
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
you learn...
with every goodbye you learn.

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